and another one bites the dust.

i don't think i am strong enough

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 23:26:54 GMT

Oh yea, and as of tomorrow, I am not going to be using this journal.

New name: _coitus

and i hope that, that you are happy

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 23:13:02 GMT

Dear Bull,

I love you.

Sincerely,
China Shop.

isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere?

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 01:05:36 GMT

(X) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done

(X) been drunk
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(X) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight
(X) sneaked out of my parent's house
(X) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(X) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated New Year's Day in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher (*thud*)
(_) celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(X) slept with a co-worker
(X) cut myself on purpose
(X) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(X) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Livejournal friends
(X) slapped someone I loved
(X) driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) been to Canada
(_) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
(X) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) thrown up in a bar
(_) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten sushi (mMmmm...)
(_) been snowboarding
(_) met someone in person from the internet
(X) been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(X) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or gotten someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(X) had sexual intercourse of any kind
(X) tried killing yourself
(X) taken painkillers.
(X) intentionally burned yourself
(X) love someone or miss someone right now

I miss having useless things to complain about. I guess I mean things that are useless to complain about and aren't really all that bad. Wutev.

I am going to cut my boss. He is now convinced that I am in love with him.

...I honestly don't know what to say to that.
Oh, and he almost got in a fight over me with the night line cook. Oh yea, I am being lusted after by a thuggedout black guy and a hairy middleeastern man. Go, go me. I am hot shit.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 22:28:53 GMT

Okay, so Cingular is the devil.

I don't know why I continue service with them.

I think I am going to scream in their general direction.

Nebekanezzer Coksuckers McMighty.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 04:34:06 GMT

Tonight sucked, and is still sucking.

More moving to do, and I have to pay my phone bill in the morning, or at some such time.

Bleh.

you give me strength, even when we're apart.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 17:49:42 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Cocksuckers.

Today was supposed to be a good day.

Ah.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 00:08:32 GMT

So it's been a while.

Hello all in LiveJournal land.

Today was a remarkably crappy day, and it made me cry and scream. First off, I have the most evil boss in the world. He's manipulative, and sexist, and a generally horrible guy. Not to mention, he is physically violent with me. However, today he reached a new low on the crappy boss spectrum. He slapped my ass.

With his hand.

In front of a customer.

And then proceeded to yell at me.

What a fucker.

So I, being the militant feminist that I am, must do something about said boss.
The question is, what?

1. Call the labour board, and tell them about the unfair treatment, pay, and sexual harassment.
2. Report him to the IRS for tax fraud, and have him deported.
3. Punch him in the balls my last day of work, and then do the above.

Comments, anyone?

i'm sensitive to these things and sometimes i feel like two moments and three lines could send me in

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 00:06:22 GMT

Sometimes livejournal friends say things that are unexpected.

The last few days have been weird.

And I think I am keeping the journal. Even if most people don't read it.

I have the themesong from lambchop stuck in my head. Fuckers.

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 20:02:30 GMT

So. The last few days have been very... full.

I think I lost some weight, due to a little starvation. Oh well. I can handle it.

As of 10 o'clock tomorrow (Friday) night, I will have worked 58.5 hours this week. Hoo-rah.

Chew on that, suckas.

Oh, and I work with this 30-something-year-old guy who has a 3-month-old kid, and acts like he's twelve, the guy not the kid. He's an ass... and reminds me of my brother. He's great.

My hands smell like bleach and cigarettes. Fucking restaurant. It's great.

Answer me this...

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 08:49:44 GMT

Tell me:
1. The first three things that you thought when you met me.
2. If what you thought turned out to be true.

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 07:25:53 GMT

Busted.

Well, work was alright. Threw up because I'd eaten nothing but candy all day, and a few soy nuggets.

Came home, ate some. Ate some more. And then the illustrious Sonny Kraus gave me a call.

Damn.

I love that boy.

Hahaha. My fluff and stuff feels much happier now.

We went to Denny's, talked to Rylee, and she gave us the idea to go to Wal Mart.

Oh the bike riding, and napping in the swing, and trying on of shoes. Sonny says that I walk well in heels, and I knew it. Oh yea. I am such a girl. Oh well?

I have a favorite Denny's person. That is so sad. I need to frequent better places. Really I do.

Kaitlyn decided to come over as I was locking my door and Sonny was waiting by my car. Silly girl.

Today was better than planned. I expected to mope, and not be in a good mood the entire day. Instead, I got to see Sonny, and I woke up cuddled into Aimee. Yes. Today was a good day.

so she says

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 18:22:10 GMT

I just don't care anymore dear
I just don't.

That's all there is to it.

Yesterday was much fun.

And today is work.

Yay, I guess.

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:15:21 GMT

Ack.

Bad dayness.

-/+ No work.
+ Aimee time.
- Things being stolen while having Aimee time.
- Aimee's mom being a bitch.
- - - Nabisco dying. So random.
+ Good soy products.

The bad outweighs the good.

Jerky hamster Gods.

Cleanliness is next to Godliness.

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 19:12:38 GMT

And I, I am a goddess.

My hamster, Nabisco, keeps running into the bathroom door.

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 01:55:18 GMT

Bleh.

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 07:03:00 GMT

Rcknrll139: Goodnight. (see you in hell)

Catholics are great.

she's green and innocent.

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:27:02 GMT

Crazy shit. Mom and crackwhores. Long story.

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:27:24 GMT

It's really exciting to tell your girlfriend goodnight, and know you get to see her tomorrow. That was great.

In other news, my new neighbor friend Kaitlyn was arrested last night for Grand Theft Auto. And it wasn't her fault, or something. I don't know. What she said was that Mike got her arrested. And well, now he's missing. And will stay missing. I think. Asuming Eric didn't kill him.

And now I am going to go get ready for work and shit. And I will be home at fuck i have to be there at 4

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 02:39:46 GMT

My eyebrow keeps twitching.

I am so so so so so so so so cold.

There are two kinds of chocolate that I love. And I have them both.

Today was the shittiest day I have had in a long while.

Good grief.

So much bad in just a few hours.

And I am full with cake happiness.
Like a real fatty.
:)

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 09:14:02 GMT

Wow. It's been a long, long time since Aimee and I have talked until 5 in the morning.

And I have to say, that was the creepiest twenty minutes I have ever had.

Yea.

Incoherent Statements:

"If you get The Little Mermaid, can I have The Beauty and the Beast?"
"What?"
"For Easter."

"Don't buy a glass dildo."

"Salty." (We were discussing something that was not even closely related to salt, or something salty.)

Wow. Yea. I don't know if that will ever happen again. No. I certainly think not.

And she is going to hate me in about three hours. Oh well? Yes.

no more can save me, the damage is done

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 04:48:16 GMT

You're To Kill a Mockingbird!

by Harper Lee

Perceived as a revolutionary and groundbreaking person, you have
changed the minds of many people. While questioning the authority around you, you've
also taken a significant amount of flack. But you've had the admirable guts to
persevere. There's a weird guy in the neighborhood using dubious means to protect you,
but you're pretty sure it's worth it in the end. In the end, it remains unclear to you
whether finches and mockingbirds get along in real life.

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

you can't dance and stay uptight.

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 01:50:54 GMT

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

This is today's themesong. ROCK OUT!

Must go DANCE DANCE DANCE!

just work with it, baby (hey come on.)

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 01:43:50 GMT

What's good for making you feel better after a really shitty day?

Listening to good eighties songs and dancing until your sides hurt, then dancing some more.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 23:35:41 GMT

Chimichanga doesn't love me anymore.

Last Cigarette: About 6 oclock.
Last Alcoholic Drink: Tenth grade.
Last Car Ride: This evening.
Last Kiss: 7 July. But if you count Sonny kissing me on the cheek, it was a few days ago.
Last Good Cry: 7 July.
Last Library Book: Something by John Saul.
Last book bought: I don't really remember. I think it was For Whom the Bell Tolls.
Last Book Read: The Heart is a Lonely Hunter - Carson McCullers.
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Mean Girls, with Aimee and Laura.
Last Movie Rented: If These Walls Could Talk 2
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fucking Hell.
Last Beverage Drank: Water. Nice pure water.
Last Food Consumed: One minute pasta.
Last Crush: Aimee. Since October.
Last Phone Call: Aimee at 8:00 this morning, because Publix is the devil.
Last TV Show Watched: No idea. Probably, Law and Order.
Last Time Showered: Twenty minutes ago.
Last Shoes Worn: Fuzzy slippers.
Last CD Played: Helper - Super Catchy
Last Item Bought: Gasoline, if that counts. Before that, 20 ounces of Mountain Dewy goodness.
Last Download: Frank Sinatra - Blue Moon
Last Annoyance: Fred Hulet.
Last Disappointment: Barb scaring me out of my mind, when she said I couldn't stay in her house, but then she changed her mind.
Last Soda Drank: Mountain Dew.
Last Thing Written: Mountain Dew.
Last Key Used: My house key.
Last Words Spoken: "I know there's something going on".
Last Sleep: This morning, until my alarm clock went off.
Last Ice Cream Eaten: Uhm... Something in June... Then I went to the park. That time.
Last Chair Sat In: This one?
Last Webpage Visited: Livejournal. [/sad]

Long day today. Long work day. Long driving home. Long stay at FCCJ. Long everything.

Why can't the sucky things be short?

I adore you.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 01:26:27 GMT

I think my girlfriend has lost her mind.

:)